a brand spanking new blogpost. And here's what I have to say.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKITYFUCKFUCK. I am so pissed off right now I can't contain my language. I can't believe my horrible fortune right at this moment.
DISCLAIMER: YES, I am a fortunate human being to live in this free country, have a job, a home, full fridge, spouse, child. . . yes, yes. I am an extremely fortunate person.
A recent, temporary series of events has conspired to make me feel rather unlucky and unfortunate at this moment. As a good friend described it - 'the dark night of the soul.'
I feel as if I am entering the dark night right now. I'm lonely, angry, upset. I feel cheated, put-upon, cornered, and rejected.
The logical Sharon knows this is not true and only a passing feeling. When the anger subsides, I will sort through this and make sense of it all. Hell, I might actually learn something. Stay tuned, Dears, while I attempt to sort this whole crazy thing out.
"There's a dark side to each and every human soul. We wish we were Obi-Wan Kenobi, and for the most part we are, but there's a little Darth Vader in all of us. Thing is, this ain't no either-or proposition. We're talking about dialectics, the good and the bad merging into us. You can run but you can't hide. My experience? Face the darkness. Stare it down. Own it. As brother Nietzsche said, being human is a complicated gig. So give that ol' dark night of the soul a hug. Howl the eternal yes!" Chris Stevens - Northern Exposure
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