Thursday, January 5, 2012

You want it, you got it. . .

a brand spanking new blogpost.  And here's what I have to say.


FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKITYFUCKFUCK.  I am so pissed off right now I can't contain my language.  I can't believe my horrible fortune right at this moment.

DISCLAIMER:  YES, I am a fortunate human being to live in this free country, have a job, a home, full fridge,  spouse, child.  . . yes, yes.  I am an extremely fortunate person.

A recent, temporary series of events has conspired to make me feel rather unlucky and unfortunate at this moment.  As a good friend described it - 'the dark night of the soul.'

I feel as if I am entering the dark night right now.  I'm lonely, angry, upset.  I feel cheated, put-upon, cornered, and rejected.

The logical Sharon knows this is not true and only a passing feeling.  When the anger subsides, I will sort through this and make sense of it all.  Hell, I might actually learn something.  Stay tuned, Dears, while I attempt to sort this whole crazy thing out.